一个星期六的下午

孩子们都在睡觉，而我呢？正看着天空发起呆来。。。

这是一个灰灰的下午。天空灰灰的，人的心情不由自主也变得灰色了。或许，这是因为我很想睡，但却不能好好的睡。在多一下，又要去上课了！如果没上课的话，我相信我的心情肯定是多彩的！

天，又要下起雨了。我多么想躺在沙发上，看书看电视都好。我真是一个懒散的人。
我好累啊！好想睡觉！。。。

A Heartwarming Morning

Yesterday I slept at 4am, as I'm busy packing all the stuff. Naturally I could not wake up early this morning.

At around 8.30am the little girl woke up and whispered "mummy" softly in my ear. I turned to look at the clock and realised that it's only 8.30am. Thus I ignored her and continued to sleep. When she saw that I got the intention to sleep instead of waking up, she kissed me on the cheeks and stroked my hair and whispered gently "mummy, you sleep ok? I dun disturb you" My first reaction to that is not smiling but thinking is her mouth smelly when she kissed me? Hahaha...ok ok im such a mean thing, but actually deep in my heart I feel very warm :)

The little girl did not fuss for milk and she just sat besides me, watching me sleep. When I woke up at 9.30am, I realised that she was still sitting on the bed. I asked her what she's doing, why sit on the bed and never drink milk? She replied that she's waiting for me to wake up. I asked her why she did not wake me up and ask me to make milk for her. She said mummy nevermind ok, I can wait for you to wake up. Oh My! I really did not know what to say! In order not to disturb me from sleeping, she rather wait for 1 hour for her milk! Seriously, can a 4 yr old kid has that kind of patience? My tears well up in my eyes. This little girl of mine, whom I have scolded countless times, did not want to disturb me. This little girl, whom I have beaten countless times, waited for me to wake up.

It makes me realised, that no matter how many times you beat your kid, out of frustration or anger, their love to you is always unconditional. It also makes me realised that I should cherish these moments, for when the girl grows up, she may not kiss me in the morning and wait for me. Seriously, deep down in my heart, I'm really very glad and thankful I have this girl, who knows how to warm my heart during difficult times and consoling me when she knows Im not in the right mood. What more can a mother ask for? :)

Life without a maid.....

Life without a maid....is satisfying albeit busy and tiring. But it really gives me great satisfaction to do all the household chores myself. I cook for the kids, wash clothes, iron clothes, vacuum and mop the floor, tidy up the whole place, wash toilets etc....ooohh...can't imagine i actually enjoyed doing all these! hahaha

My typical day starts at 6.15am. I woke up around this time to prepare sherise for school. gotta pack her school bag, prepare her snack box and water bottle. After that, make a bottle of milk for her to drink, let her do her "morning business", help her brush her teeth, change her into school uniform. Then it's off to tying her hair, before bringing her downstairs to wait for school bus. Her school bus will arrive at 7.20am. I still cannot understand why the school bus needs to be so early when school starts at 8.30am. To think that the kindergarten is just 10~15 mins drive away!

After sending her off, i will be rushing to prepare myself to go to work. When i go home in the evening, it will be another round of tedious routine, which includes doing the dishes, ironing, vacuuming, coaching sherise in her school work, teaching didi some stuff, before preparing the kids for sleep at 9.30pm. Prior to bedtime, i will also read books to sherise. I wanna train up her vocabulary as I want her to be able to read more words. But nowadays, instead of bedtime stories, we will be busy reciting poems or linking memory games, to prepare for Sat's shichida lesson :(

Didi doesn't have much patience and hence reading to him is an extremely tedious job. He's not interested in books of any sort except his favorite Thomas. As a result, I have to buy books that are "thomas-related"...roll eyes.....

Without a maid made me realised how little time I have been spending with the kids in the past. Previously, with a maid, I tend to let the maid handle the kids, while I hide in the room to surf net. I came to realise that this is indeed very unhealthy. So now, it's the other way round. Instead of cooping inside the room, I make full use of my time to teach them and educate them. I have to say it's much more meaningful and it definately bring the kids closer to me. Didi is now very close to me, will hug me every now and then, will look for me when he can't see me, will sit on my lap without me asking him to. It warms my heart every time when i think of those endearing moments :)

As for Sherise, she has always been very close to me, probably because we have been sleeping together since she was a baby. When the maid was around, she will tend to look for the maid because she said mummy is too busy playing computer. It breaks my heart when I heard this statement but I know what she said is true. Now with the maid gone, i can sense that she is actually much happier coz mummy is no longer playing computer (dun have time to play also) and mummy is spending more time playing with her :)

So, without a helper, it is indeed a blessing in disguise. Though it is more tiring to look after the kids and doing household chores, but the result is much more rewarding. I told Sim, if possible, let's not employ maid anymore and he agreed with me. As for now, I need to perform some time management. I always feel I dun have enough time! I slept at 1am everyday and I hope i can sleep earlier with proper planning of time. Yesterday I plucked bean sprouts from 11.30pm to 12.15am and as I'm plucking the sprouts, I curse and swear at myself. Why can't I just buy those plucked bean sprouts? Why am I soooo stupid to buy those that needs to be plucked and wasted my sleeping time plucking? Or better still, don't buy the bean sprouts and save all the trouble! Haiz....constant reminder to myself - proper time management!!

Twilight - Eclipse

Went with Ash to watch Twilight Eclipse today at Cineleisure, 8pm. This is the movie that both of us wanted to watch badly, coz we are drooling over Edward and Jacob! :D
Especially Jacob! Oh my, his body is so HOT!

Prior to watching the movie, we had dinner at Pasta mania. Ash took some creamy sauce pasta which is definately not my favourite and I took seafood Marinara. I'm actually on a serious diet and thus I forced myself not to finish the whole plate of pasta (which I couldn't finish anyway). I also refrained myself from ordering calamari, coz I really dun wanna overeat and stuff myself silly with food.

Ok, back to the movie.....
Reviews:
Besides getting to see the 2 eye-candy, the movie follows the book quite closely, although I would say the book is definately more interesting. I like the fighting part, esp. the part whereby Edward bites off Victoria's head. Cool!!

The part when Jacob snuggled against Bella as a werewolf, it was indeed very heart warming. Immediately I turned to ash and asked her "Do you want to keep the werewolf as your pet?" Wah can see her head nodding up and down frantically. Come on, be realistic please, you will never get the werewolf as your pet lor, hahaha

Recommended to watch, not once, not twice, but over and over again! Just by looking at Edward and Jacob make the ticket worthwhile! Im going senseless and mindless already.... :p

Books!

Chanced upon these books online and I decided to buy it. Reason? Because the books are Disney Princess and Thomas train! The gal is very into Disney Princess nowadays and everything from her school bag, to her water bottle and even her undies are Disney princesses! So without hestitation, I bought these lovely hardcovers for her :)



As for the boy, since he cannot really recognise and recite A-Z, hence I bought him his favourite to motivate his learning


Besides that, also bought these books since they are 3 for $10


I hope I have the time to read them the books..............................

Toy Story 3

Brought the girl to watch Toy Story 3 last sunday, 6.30pm show at JP




Overall, I find the show was ok but I still prefer Shrek, hehehe

There are a few characters in Toy Story which I like and one of them is.....


PEAS IN A POD!!!

They are so damn cute! They have cute faces and they are very mobile, can zip and unzip themselves easily, hahaha

There are of course a few baddies in the show and the most terrible one is LOTS-O! Hate this strawberry bear!



This big baby also puts me off, although he/she did become "helpful" ultimately...



It's a good movie for relaxation, as in you don't really have to give much thoughts about the movie, just go there, sit back and enjoy laughing here and there :)

Next on my list of movies-to-watch? TWILIGHT-ECLIPSE!